Despair?

Discouragment, abandonment
Why couldn't you have just told me?
My dreams never mattered how could they be
Something, worth listening to

Truly, yes, I understand
This days been left in your hands
Truly, yes, I understand, it's hard
Been hard letting go

Make your excuses, I can't take them
Sad excuses mixed with love between and
You think I can't see what's here?
These screams were swelled with fear
See this
The road travels two ways, so why
Is it just me who makes effort
Invincible we thought, my thoughts I've brought

Exits come and go, I've broken through the flow
Fear I'll understand, there's nothing in my hands
The walls broken, now we can see
There's nothing left between you and me

Make your excuses, I can't take them
Sad excuses mixed with love between and
You think I can't see what's here?
These screams were swelled with fear
See this
My mind works two ways, so why
Is it just one who makes effort
Invincible we've seen, thoughts aren't unclean

Don't look, I can't see the truth
In, your, eyes
Don't look, I can't hide the truth
It's hidden behind my eyes