I'm leaving Like for the better Everyone i know have that special someone I don't even have it Not even once What's the use I see people getting worked up about all this And then later letting themselves down And here I'm wishing i had her What's the use Since not i have not even achieve anything Now that part will just be void For now =)
Absence makes the heart grow fonder, but it will also create that space of uncertainty between us, Work makes me miss you even more, no, not that feeling of missing someone, but literally missing you, i can't even throw a straight ball now, no need to even talk about a curved ball, **** =)
Adults see this as puppy love, teens see this as love...
I have many secrets that most of my friends don't even know, always seeing me joking around, happy, fun, and all, truth is actually i have a secret most people don't even know.
Run, Duck, shoot, Run, Duck, Shoot, that was my dream, i was in a combat zone and boy was there combat. I had my back against the wall and radioing for cover when suddenly my buddy fell to the ground i dragged his limp body back to cover, pressing over his wound to stop the bleeding to no avail, in his dying breath he whispered the name of his wife and told me to pass a message to her, i look at his rifle and on the left side where the butt touches his cheek there was a photo of his wife, he held it close to his heart and slowly but surely that grip begun to loosen up, and he left with a smile on his face. He told me a few days ago half jokingly, that the picture of his wife he placed on the butt of his rifle was to signify that his wife was indirectly kissing him and protecting him and she was the reason he fight the war. He was a rifleman, a buddy, a husband, a father, a son, a brother.
When i hear 21 guns and the sound of the taps, neat marching beats i know they have brought another hero home to lay in the grounds of Arlington.
What I'm learning from the book, Never hold a rifle if you cannot handle it, it may back-sash you, and although the pen is mightier than the sword it will never be mightier than the rifle =)
Went through some of my buddies blogs and it seems most of them have found love which is YAY! Went to one of the blog that i have never visited a long long time since pri sch i guess? it brought back memories that hit home ten fold.
I guess work it just a temporary understatement that will ultimately lead to the failure of life joys and then we will be box in, held back and can never be free until the day we die and most friends can never comprehend the feeling of being alone because when they found one, you lost one and when they lost one,you gain one, so no friend can ever comprehend the different shades of life happiness and sorrow that you personally go thru, the only person who can ultimately comprehend this is the one person in the world you are gonna spend a lifetime with. I have absolutely no idea what i just said, i think it is the deep part of my brain that is working =)
To the world outside there, day or night, afternoon or morning, good night and i love you all HUMANOIDS!!!
Watch this, been wanting to post it up a long time ago, touched me to the brink of crying. Lyrics below.
Song is sung by Jo Dee Messina
I came by today to see you I just had to let you know If I knew the last time that I held you was the last time I'd have held you, and never let go
Oh, it's kept me awake nights, wondering I lie in the dark, just asking why I've always been told You won't be called home Until it's your time
I guess heaven was needing a hero Somebody just like you Brave enough to stand up For what you believe And follow it through When I try to make it make sense in my mind The only conclusion I come to Is heaven was needing a hero Like you
I remember the last time I saw you Oh, you held your head up proud I laughed inside When I saw how you were standing out in the crowd Your such a part of who I am Now that part will just be void No matter how much I need you now Heaven needed you more
Cause heaven was needing a hero Somebody just like you Brave enough to stand up For what you believe And follow it through When I try to make it make sense in my mind The only conclusion I come to Is heaven was needing a hero Like you
Is Heaven was needing a hero and that's you
One of my colleague almost got fired yesterday, because of a customer, well i can't take sides so i'm not gonna. But from what i know, he hit the customer's so cause u ran out suddenly in front of the trolley, but he apologised, however the customer called him blind behind his back, he heard so he turn around and said, relax miss i'm sorry, then the customer asked for his name and his manager, and called him fuck and the matter blowed up. Well in the end he did not get fired, luckly =) Oh and saw LJ yesterday, she saw isman also =)
What if u said to your girl, you set my heart on fire and u literally burst into flames? WON'T THAT BE SO COOL! =)
Maybe going out with LSA later, but i lazy, see my mood =)
Yesterday, went out with Furqaan and his girl with Isman though he can't come at the last minute can't come so i went there to watch Avatar 3D, he introduced me to his girl, she was wearing braces and it kinda remind me of this old show called braceface... Ahhh good times... Avatar was nice though, starting was boring but after that when the marines started fighting that was like the best part although they were shown as the bad ones, but hey they are after all Marines, Go into combat, clear the shit that the enemy does and let the army do the easy stuff, few can be marines =)
Later, after the movie went off to vivo and had dinner with my colleagues =) IT FEELS GOOD TO WALK IN AS A CUSTOMER! Bought a new book called shooter, it is an auto-biography of a Sniper in The Marine Corps, they said he was the best. Saw the NERF Long shot gun and wanted to buy it, was so tempting to swipe the blue card but in the end i walk away, money can control me only i can control it =)
I did not know i was so flexible with such and interesting way to pick up the money =)
Yesterday work day was awesome, well i went there and was posted to packer as there were too many people =) truth be told, contrary to beliefs packers is not such an easy job, i find myself fumbling and rushing to do stuff, but yeah i made it out didn't i. Next came keeping rejects, rejects are items that customers took and then end up not buying it. While keeping the rejects, i place all of my department stuff into a trolley, so naturally i did not bother to arrange the items. So i had to keep 3 boxes of detergent, and there was this girl, she was a packer, and was there standing looking at us, particularly at me, i thought what was wrong with me was my fly open or what? So i didn't read too much into it, then came the putting the detergent into the trolley part, my hands were full so i had a hard time trying to put it into the trolley with crushing other stuff. Before i can do that a hand shot out and help me arrange the stuff, it was that cashier packer girl, after doing that she look up, stared at me and smile, i was like wth is this girls problem? So i said thank you, and walked away, my friend then told me maybe she was interested in me. I was like nah impossible so i chuck that thought away, so after a long hard day i saw her again she was still looking at me, this time i went up to her and asked her name, she replied shyly her name was........., and laugh and walk off.
LSA came to see me today with her lil sis, did not really see how she look like though, she was like what if i hit the wrong guy, but she just hit anyway, pain man. I was like pushing the stocks? -.-" SHE WAS IN HEELS SIA!!! It made her look like a girl, =), I hate to admit it but she looks kinda good. Can't believe i just said that but hey a fact is a fact.
Thank me for the compliment then LSA =) P.S I don't compliment people often P.S.S I joined ATA, so Twitards come bite me, nimrons =)
I'm leaving
